Soon 50 and still no sex

I turn 50 in less than a year. I have never been on a date, kissed or made love with a woman. Can it be true? Yes it can. What can I do about this? In this age you have already had 3-4 relations and have been a parent for at least 15 years, maybe more, and you wait for grand c***dren and I haven’t even started. I feel sorry for this. I feel very strong anxiety when it comes to love and sex and maybe it is the best for me to only masturbate my whole life. It’s too late to chase women. No one wants you or need you.