Random Thoughts #1 of A Hotwife

We started out swinging almost ten years ago and then it became threesome play and occasionally mini gangbang MMMF. Then I started to addict to big cock. I love to hold and to play with big cock, I like to give it long full stroke, lick the tip of the cock with my tongue and feel the weight in my hand and then suck greedily on the big heavy dickhead and enjoy the solid feel in my mouth. It makes me feel powerful holding cock in my hand knowing I have the man as well as my hubby in my control.

I enjoy threesome, it makes me feel naughty and sexy. Two men and me, not one man two women. I don't like to share cock.

Occasionally when I am horny and in the mood I don't mind gangbang. But it is not me serving the men. The name of the game is "Maria is the Queen". Men do their best to satisfy my lust, my desire and my biological needs.

Sometimes I actually miss how we first started as swingers and threesome ten years ago. I like the feeling of making me blushing a little, embarrassing showing myself in front of another man beside my husband. At the same thing I feel very excited knowing there will be two men serving me. One play with my breast and pleasure my nipples while the other man kneel down and eat my pussy and I came three times before any penetration.

We had double penetration whenever we do threesome and gangbang. I like the feeling, I feel very full. I don't know how to explain that kind of feeling to anyone unless they have double penetration before. It is full but not painful.

Being stuck in the middle or what you men call sandwich makes me feel very vulnerable because my motion is restricted and I can't move much. The vulnerable feelings then make me feel excited.

I used to like threesome. The position that we both liked is he lie down and I sit my ass on his cock facing him backward, spread my leg and the other man climb on top of me and put his cock in my pussy. I just relax and lying face up and leave it to them to do the work. He will slowly move his cock in my ass normally very small motion and the other man will fuck my pussy, play with my breast and lick my tits.

I remember it never lasted long.... he said my ass is tight and a lot of pressure on top as I was sitting on his cock with my back almost leaning on his body and then on top of that the other man kept pressing and sliding in and out of my pussy... I think that is his excuses for coming early OMG.

Before I suck the cock I just want to play with it... I like to stroke it, let it rest on my palm, feel the weight of the cock, lick the length the body of the cock, move the tips of my tongue around the balls. I like to grid the cock tight sometimes and inject a bit of pain to the man so to remind him that his pleasure and his pain is within my hand. Then I like to stroke it up and down, tight and loose and hear him moan.

Back then whenever we do threesome the other one man will fuck me from the back the doggy style while stretch his hand in front and play with my tits while I have the other cock in my mouth. this doesn't give me orgasm but I like this position knowing that I have my ass up in the air being fucked by a man from the back while having another man cock in my face in my mouth, even though I can't exactly see myself but just knowing that is how position myself makes me excited and wet knowing that.

When he is at the back fucking me like that he will always talk dirty to me, telling me how sexy is my ass, big and fat and round and act like a cushion for him and how small is my waist. Then he will always ask me to stick my ass higher even though for God sake I already have my ass as high as I possible can.

I like to sit on the bed with lots of pillow behind me and then open my leg for the men. They will slowly move aside my panty without removing it because they say it is more sexy with my full lingerie on while they play with me and fuck me. They want me to have my full lingerie on including the garter belt and the stocking.

I like to sit on the bed instead of lying down as I was always lying down when they give me oral sex. I sit on the bed and open my leg for them. Hubby likes this part as he says I was so horny at this point and yet I still wanted to tease him. Then one of them will stand at the edge of the bed or even on the bed next to me so I can hold his cock and kiss his cock and the other one will pull my panty aside to uncover my pussy and then he will hold his cock and put it in while I am sitting there with my leg open.

Then the penetration started and they just take turn penetrating my pussy. sometimes one of them fucking my pussy and the other one ask me to suck or stroke his cock. sometimes one of them just sit at the sofa and rest because I don't let them come too soon.

We lived a very exciting swinging lifestyle with soft swap to full swap and some fivesome and lots of threesome and occasionally mini gangbang...

Then at some points he didn't find this exciting anymore. He needed me to cuckold him and I couldn't understand it and couldn't accept it....

CONTINUE... "From There To Here"